Before 2011 drew to a close, i have been brainstorming on an entry best suited to welcome a new year. Low and behold it is the last day of the first month of said new year yet i have no idea what to write nor how to write  it if i knew what to write.

I guess its only natural for anyone to think they "should" make a new year resolution or create something to mark the day of a new beggining. And i suppose i wanted to do that myself - to welcome a new year with a new "something". But for the most part, i just wanted to organize my thoughts and really recognize where it is that i stand and where i am heading. And quite frankly i don't think i've gotten it down to a tee. I wanted to write what it is that i'm going to do this year, changes i'm going to make and how i'm going to make it happen. I wanted to once and for all take charge of a life that i've procrastinated to live. Make the change so to speak. But what i found out for the last thirty days is that it's not easy to start. I mean... where to begin? There is work to be done, routine to be followed, bills to be paid and little time to think over one's life. Before i knew it, i felt stuck. And i was.

So i thought to myself... this year should be different. And it will be. Last year went by so fast that i didn't even see what happened. 2011 seemed so vague. Not that i have any regrets with its turn out. But it could have been better. With a set of fresh perspective, a new approach to life is on the works. After all, if you keep doing what you've always done... you'll keep getting what you've always gotten.